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money doesn’t grow on trees. so i don’t know what this bitch is smoking because apparently she thinks i got cash money out the yin yang. I’m a firm believer of spending the money you work HARD for the way you want it. that includes buying dumb shit like bogies, beers, and all that unnecessary items you really can do without. i jumped into this marriage willingly. i constantly remind myself that because i want to blame someone but shit..theres only one man to blame and thats myself.
it hasn’t even been a hot month since we’ve been together so I’m allow a grace period for all this shit to happen. i understand its her first month in a new found land so she’s probably excited you know…indoor plumbing, shower heads with constant water flow…its the best thing since canned goods. the thing that really irritates me though is that I don’t really believe she understands what she does. what i mean by that is..(imma paint a picture) we’re @ walmart, I’m buying necessities for the crib. this includes water, juice, eggs, paper towels; shit like that you know. things that you NEED on the daily. so whatever, i texted her since she was at the cosmetics section (go figure), “beh, get some toothpaste.” cause she’s around that vicinity…this punk ass comes back with nail polish! now I’m not trippin on the nail polish cause its probably $1, its the fact that i don’t see toothpaste in her other hand. i didn’t know how to react so i just said out loud “you selfish mother fucker, always thinking about yourself!” …its been on/off with me and her. i hate that money has to be an issue but it is. everything i do for now is on a budget and controlled. i would love to just say fuck it and do what i do and throw my money aimlessly away but i can’t..i have to be responsible and mindful of my situation; You’d think that a chick would be good at all this saving shit but its the exact opposite.
I tell her this directly too “what are you bringing to the table?” …and i tell her straight up..”you aint bringing shit!” i feel bad but this is how i make sense of my actions. In order to enjoy the finer things in life you have to work and be on the grind. you cannot expect to receive all the accolades and GOOD shit if you don’t work…and i’ll be damn if you dont have a work ethic PERIOD, and you want to blow my cash. the cash your spending could of been my trip to cali, sights, titty bar…it wouldn’t matter what i would spend it on because it’s my money i worked for ryt..
a get rich and die trying scheme is in place for 2012. i’ll be good to go, its just that i see myself somewhere else mann…and imma be there…off the jump, i’ll give her a lil helping hand to get her situated but if i don’t see any progress its a wrap. I’m not the same trick-a-dick from back when, i WILL CUT HER OFF ASAP if i feel she is not contributing to the team. its like I’m carmello anthony for the knicks; why the hell would we want patrick ewing in the team if he can’t put shit down for the team..its dead weight and you can’t expect to go to the finals with that shit around…if that makes sense..
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