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been real hectic. frustrated, mad, pissed, depressed, furious, … few words i experience when I’m with this girl. notice i said girl…i never acknowledge her as my wife around a mass amount of people. I’ve noticed it…im more mad than anything..ive never been with a girl that gets me pissed or anything. I’m pretty much the most relax guy out there…not with her, she just brings me to place where I’m so angry all the time.
and its not like i welcome it or anything. like i want to be happy and just okay with everything. she calls me selfish but I’m here doing what i gotta do and she just complains about minor shit. i dunno, again this is all from my POV, someone needs to talk to her and see where she’s at..
i know for a fact that this marriage won’t last till the end of time if we keep going this route. I’m not asking for like a honey moon everyday, I just wanna be relax again like i use to be. Im all tensed up and just don’t wanna deal with it. “great things are worth fighting for”…fuck that, ill drop this shit so fast and with no emotions. thats how i feel and its crazy i tell her this all the time. i feel bad for her but whatever.
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