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been really stressed lately. I’m a bad husband when i vent it out to my friends or to the people that know me the most. the people that are there when I’m not at my best and the people that genuinely care for me. nothing new, its the same arguments and i always believe theres a solution to ANY problem. its been a bunch of minor issues accumulating and now its gotten worse.
so w/ me being a problem solver, i talked it out. nothing can’t be solved if you don’t address it head on correct? nip that shit in the bud and find some sort of common ground. well there isn’t any…its basically opposite, its her way or no way. isn’t that shit ass backwards? i thought the dude suppose to play that role?
minor issues…SHOES!! muthafuckin, bullshit ass shoes. finacially I’m not where i want to be. and i have a plan, and i told her i can’t execute it if she aint on the same page with me. yo, when she aint trying to hear my shit…guess what she say? “I’m so tired, i don’t want to hear this.” you believe that shit?!?! ask any nigga that kno me…im the most mellow ass cat in the world. like, I’m down for the family and friends…money comes and go but love remains after the bullshit clears up.
i feel trapped. like she don’t wanna hear my shit, and i can’t be that asshole and dish her away cause she’s foreign ya know? by far, the MOST tricking i did in my life. from scale of 1-10…i hit like a 10.5 bro. I’m fed up seriously, and i told her that a divorce WILL happen eventually if this shit keeps going. I’m not beat bro, I’m fuckin 27 going on to 28…im too old to be arguin about petty shit. being in a relationship suppose to enhance the other partner, not downgrade em at all. i want to give all the materialistic shit and options (as far as work, school, etc) to her but timing is everything…she aint hearing it and its taking a toll on me. not mad, just disappointed in myself. i didn’t test the car before i drove it off the lot ya dig? i was optimistic when i should of been a realist..its not going to work out.
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